I have to pee...

It's what I am thinking at the moment while we are working through Act 2 of Edward II. *sigh*

I went to a Film Forum interview to be an Administrative Assistant there, however the position has been awarded to someone else. Bummer. I am not sure why I feel soo upset by this, but I am. I'm starting to feel as if no one will hire me as a full time employee. Probably because my employment track record is soo short. I don't normally stay in one position for too long...mostly because I'm a freelancer. I was working as a freelancer for the independent film industry and as a freelancer you try to keep employed as long as possible, but if the project ends, how can you say that it continued for 2 years? You can't obviously. So it looks like you keep quitting and people keep hiring you or you get fired which is entirely not the case. I'm hoping for a full time job because I want to increase my financial status.

I'm feeling financially insecure at the moment because I have a boyfriend now and I don't want him to think that he has to support me. I want to still be able to support myself. I will continue to apply for full time office positions because I believe that something will come along and I will be hired. I just need to keep at it. Maybe if I got even a part-time gig working in a store for more than 2 years will help.

Also, I just worked at Theatre for the New City out in the East Village. I should put that down on my resume. That's a reminder to myself.

I just read that Tim Berners Lee is the inventor of the Worldwide Web. He's British. Funny how most Americans think that the internet was invented by an American. I think Louis told me that Bell Labs invented the internet. This disproves the notion. I'm reading Angels and Demons by Dan Brown and this is how I came to the information. TBL is pretty much the Chair of 3Com of which my father worked for. I think that is pretty cool and I wonder if he has met him.